Cosmic order

'Cosmic order - 7 June 1980 Is there an order which is not man-made? Can the brain ever be free from the impositions, pressures, wounds, bruises, allthe trivialities of existence? Time is my whole existence. I take refuge in the past, which cannot bechanged. Why does the brain accept this way of living, and why doesn't it break it down? As long as I have my roots in the past there cannot be order. If the universe is not of time, can the mind which has been entangled in time,unravel itself and so be the universe?'