Chemistry with Kismet: Journeying into the Self to Heal the Mind

Big Magic meets The Four Agreements meets Thirteen Reasons Why . . . Chemistry with Kismet is about that cataclysmic moment in which someone decides their life no longer has meaning enough to continue. Suicide has become a greater epidemic than anyone could have predicted. Blaming quarantine, bullies, weaknesses, or ourselves when it strikes close to home, all are explanations missing the mark of truth. This book is the journey back through a life spent battling to live and fighting to die. Taking an in-depth look into the psyche and soul, the emotions and negative thought processes that are the true source of the actions of suicide and self-harm. Finding guides, the power of written, spoken, and lyrical words, and inner strength for healing your own mind, this book tells the true story of finding and differentiating your inner warrior and your wicked tongued liar whispering in the dark, and slaying the beasts of anxiety, depression, self-harm, and suicide.

Nakedly honest, this story shows the depth of dark thoughts possible from childhood which permeate relationships, life experiences, and the interactions with higher powers. The author shares deeply intimate moments along her life's journey; the books, songs, and people who unknowingly changed her from the inside out, and how she discovered the greater connectivity of each moment in life to reach her greatest dreams and embrace who she truly is. She comes now to the world to share these experiences with others, to show them the power hiding within us all.

It is said, "Silence is golden," and this book is here to tell you: Truth is Golden, Silence is Not. Giving a voice to the victims, to the broken, and to those who live in fear of speaking their truth, this book gives five steps to heal your mind, find your strength, lift your voice, and follow the calling of your heart.