Always Been You

The best way to ruin a perfectly wonderful friendship? Have sex with your BFF. A mistake. That's what Troy calls what was easily the single best sexual experience of my life. He claims our "slip" was due to too much alcohol. I respond the only way I know how, which is by burying the entire experience under a six-foot mound of denial and regret. Lesson learned. When I'm finally in a place emotionally where I can move on with someone else, Troy does a complete about face. Now he wants me. And he wants more. That should have been the end, right? I'm getting what I've wanted since I was sixteen. But devastating news turns Troy's life upside down and soon becomes my cross to bear. And the only way I can get back everything I lost is to bare it all. Literally. Now my boyfriend may be a progressive, twenty-first century kind of guy, but when it comes to his girlfriend posing nude for Playboy? He's 100% Neanderthal.