Alive on the Outside, Deceased on the Inside

Greatness has been unfolding in my life as of late. I am starting to see my blessings come to fruition. Breakthroughs have made themselves known throughout 2019 so far. However, behind all the success - I am still dealing with emotional peril. I feel alone, to the extent that it's morphing into misery. Every time that I succeed, I have to lose a follower, a friend or partner. The top is lonely. I am still angry because a lot of f'd up shit is happening in the world. Regardless of such, I must push on...