A Forgiving God

The day the vision came true I remember it was October 19, 1979. I was getting ready to go see my doctor. I went in the bathroom to take a shower, but while I was taking my shower I had a sharp pain in my head. The pain was so bad I all most pasted out. I got out of the shower and put my gown on and came out of the bathroom. I call for my grandmother. I told her to call the ambulance. I said my head is hurting so bad. I don't know how long I could hold out. I told my grandmother. If I could just run I would be ok. She told me not to run, because she couldn't keep up with me. I remember getting on my knees and asking god to just do one more thing for me and I will ask for nothing again. I said God please takes my life. The pain is so bad.