Miles From Nowhere

We all have an immortal soul, and that soul wants to improve and evolve, with or without our conscious consent. During a long span of my lifetime, I was blissfully and unconsciously living the high life, with no game plan. I was so oblivious that I didn't even pause to realize I had no game plan. This could very well be viewed as reckless or stupid. Still, during all those years a deeply hidden constant stayed with me. I have no recollection of urgency or concern in discovering what subliminally pestered me, only the will to continue. Intuitively I somehow knew I would find the truth, so I persevered. In some way I was not weighed down with 'what ifs'. Like 'Goldilocks', I simply moved forward to 'try out the next scenario'. I am not suggesting this to be an admirable or ideal approach. I am acutely aware that I have deeply hurt many noble people along the way. For this I am profoundly sorry. After much work, I have found a way to forgive myself, finally realizing I was only doing the best I knew how to do, given my level of awareness. There was no conscious effort on my part, because there was very little understanding. Ultimately, by God's grace, I was cradled and protected from inciting my own extermination, reason enough to live the rest of my days in unending gratitude. Consider then, a life lived in active consciousness, sagacity and trust. There are literally NO limitations. We all have the unmistakable ability to manifest exactly what we want for ourselves in our lives. It is a choice that requires sacrifice, continuous commitment and discipline but is certainly worth the endeavor!